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Thursday, April 26th, 2007
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Militant Vegans
Circle I Limbo Scientologists
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind stupid hippies
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow pussycat dolls
Circle IV Rolling Weights Republicans
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled River Styx George Bush
Circle VI Buried for Eternity River Phlegyas my chemical romance
Circle VII Burning Sands ann coulter
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement evangelicals
Circle IX Frozen in Ice Design your own hell |
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Monday, October 9th, 2006
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should i do a friends cut? yeah, probably.
i just deleted you, BITCH, if you don't really read my journal or we just aren't friends.
if the fact is that you do wanna read all about my lame existence, then comment.
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Wednesday, July 12th, 2006
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when i'm in nature, i don't feel accused. i never feel responsible or guilty. there's nothing i want or need and i don't feel obligated to do anything for anyone. it's a right of passage. does anyone else get that? onceyou step into the woods, somewhere unplanned or un fucked with, you've stepped out of the human realm. it's like, all those grievances we endure everyday all the time just being with other people and being bound by society and manifestations of society just vanish. forget about what you're supposed to feel like or supposed to say cause no way does the earth by its nature want anything from you.
*sigh*
then back to the "real world"
blah
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Thursday, June 15th, 2006
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i've never loved you more than this
like that feeling just before you fall
gotta let go; spill over my brim
that freckle on your neck
is that where it's always been?
like a magnet pulls me to you
beats have never been like this
hear the music with your feet
your jingly-jangley eyes
double eclipses
so black and wise
so jubilant like mine
let's groove i know it's started in you
i know why the cold wind's kind tonight
why your hand's in my hair
feels good; don't matter where it goes
from there
the laughs get carried across the room
see the echos in trails
of red and blue and turquoise-maroon?
if it were juice i'd drink it
if it were a rose i'd watch it bloom
a ladder i would climb it's rungs
if i had to come back
i'd jump
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this room twists and writhes
sagacious remorse
it wrings itself over my head
it spills its essence
into my bed
at night i breathe it
into my dreams
by day feed it hate
into permeable seams
i pray for release
for the return of faith
eat it by the eighth
watch the walls corrugate
and know when it's over
i'll still have to wait
same fate
same cellmate; her head in the pillow
laughing cause we're stuck together this way
'til the next time we can play
at Freedom Jungle Gym
40 bucks a stay
40 bucks to get away
from her
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Always the same old taste just new injury
Well I'll wear the claws if you'd like that
Yeah if you'd like that we can ride on a black horse
A great new wave Hesperian death horse
I can call you when i get back
Yeah when I get back I will call
But don't speak, don't say nothing
In case we ever do meet again
Something's wrong with you
Well I hope we never do meet again
You always sharpen your teeth 'cause you're like that
and you're like that everytime you pull heart back
And her compact's carving deeper in your lap
I would call but I forget where the phone is at
Guess i'll talk to you when I get back
Yeah when I get back I will talk
But don't speak, don't say nothing
In case we ever should meet again
there are some things wrong with you
I hope we never do meet again
I hope we never do meet again
I hope we never do meet again
Something's wrong with you... and I hope we never do meet again
~Deftones
ummm i love this song. i'm in personal finance with mr.mooney. i'm pretty sure i am failing this class. cky soon. uhhhh yeah bye.
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as some of you may know, i am going to switzerland come july. before i leave, i'm gonna have an awesome ginormous going away pool party. it's also gonna be my sister's b-day party. so it'll be big enough to keep my parents hands full. if you can see this, you've been invited. i'm also gonna send out invitations at some point, and if you get one, you better show. it means i love you.
anyway. i'm leaving july 17 and my sister's b-day is july 14 so it'll be sometimes in between then. it's kinda gonna be open so if you get an invite and you wanna bring someone or a couple people or whatever then you're welcome to.
dancing swimming eating games everything.
look out for invites within the next couple weeks i guess.
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green, sedated eyes
like algae-infested, forgotten pools
shone like cruel nostalgia
every time i pass by
whether i cry or lie about it
take it on the chin for the sake of
pride
for my way of life
always high on the evergreen tide
rocky decent of time
if you exist or not
how could you stand in any print
i may make?
i wanna keep my eyes at the back
of your head
so's you can't trip onto me; can i fall onto you?
who knew the danger's right here?
rolling hills and the foggy
barely there
all-encompasing greens and grays
pretty little glass beads
rolling off the subtle trees
never suprising, always a tease
drench me with your nothing
please stay stay stay
succeed me
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you're dying to know it
i'm dying to show it
brain's been ripped up
and i'm dying to sew it
can't be remembered for
liquor i pour
those i used to adore
ripped out of my core
like when they wrench you free
out of your home; into the city
they'll make you a life
make you real pretty
it's shitty
how everyone's lookin out for an ass
to step on the gas
and run with
wow that sucks. bal hblah blah i wen't for areally long bike ride and i'm TIRED. this is what came to my head when i sat down. i just soaked in a really hot tub. ahhh... i am goingto be hurting hurting HURTING tomorrow. YESSSSS...
love peace and bacon grease y'all.
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i know i'm better off i know
alone because my mind is great
distraction of the century
alone in seas of information
alone in the broken tides
that result in nights of lone
communication
want to be one
with the industrial revolution
with the betrayal of america
alone with texts alone with stats
alone with polls and the numbers
alone with collective understatatements
everyone but me
alone with bodily deficiencies
i like to think that slowly
oh so gradually
killing me
nearing me: NIRVANA
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Wednesday, May 17th, 2006
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i love to go out into this sort of day
the sky touches horizons in turbulent gray
the mist and the buzzing of total desertion
ominous to warn
but it's from this calamity
relief is finally born
it breaks my heart in it's sincerity
the natural cycle of integrity
a terrible crack and light tears the world
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i want to guard you as my own
stroke you from the inside-out
immerse myself in your quality
the tv is droning; the same facade
i'm no more concerned with car bombs
and immigration policies
than i am with the colors in your hair
or the way your head tilts that way
inquisitive when i explain
lips on my lips like a blazing fireplace
comfort to my heart
entertaining sentimental notions:
on the other side of the earth
the ground vibrates incessently
a gunshot like a dog barks in my neighbors yard
do they have this sweetness in their bedrooms
in their souls
when they duck and cover
wanting to be the last to feel
the other slip away
do they hold eachother the way we do
while the radio tells us their story?
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I ascend; pumping air slowly
Under me
Scratching the ceiling with the back of my jeans
Static crackling in the tips of my hair
As it mingles with the loose plaster
Beat strenuously across the room
The effort to stay high
Harbors freedom to move
Allows me to look down, though
To look down on the tinkers
The knick-knacked crap of life
A moment of my assumed reality
In the night
And when I surrender (sweet opportunity)
And bring myself to my level (hardwood)
Abandon my favorite fantasy (just to look down)
There’s no face but mine to be mirrored
(the silly little compact) (glass on the wall)
In the whole universe
In the whole of the conjured room
In the whole of my head
(Alone)
In the whole of the floor I must tread on
(Low)
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i wonder where love lurks
i remember feigned sanctity
the chaffing of it
against my hope
the breakdown of it
when from the tide and inclement waters
bodies surfaced; bloated and sad
your secrets
and i know that this isn't where
i wonder where love lurks
i know abandonment and am not fazed
by a coward's attempt to restart
like crawling back into the womb
and crawling out immaculate again
ready to start anew
a shining and glamourous world
of which i hope i'll never know
and i know that this isn't where
i wonder where love lurks
side-glances suggesting
i am your subordinate
ornament of your existence
take me and lead me into chaos
docile and dumb as a lamb
led into the feild
to graze and forget and
glean longing from the seeping of the rain
into my forlorn limbs
and i know that this isn't where
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amused.